“Reality Check’’
It was exactly 8:30 am in the morning when Henry was waked by his mother for getting up late for school.
“WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO HENRY? I WAS SO WORRIED OF YOU LAST NIGHT THAT YOU CAN’T EVEN ANSWER MY CALLS AND MESSAGES, ARE YOU WITH PHOEBE LAST NIGHT AGAIN?”
Those words ponder on his ears and for him he cannot do nothing but to let the words in and out of his whereabouts . He was immuned with his mothers nagging, sometimes he even covers his ears with his own pillow every morning or when he was scolded for going home late at night. Regretting really means in the end not on the the things you’ve done from the start.
After 30 minutes of feeling the laziness, he decided to take a bath and took in his uniform on his closet neat and clean already still deciding if he will go to school without even making his 16 journals in an English class with the deadliest-deadline ever, it was given since last week. In the corner of his bed he saw his own phone and pick it up looking at phoebe’s 6 messages and 3 missed calls.
As he steps at the front gate of his school’s building and he notice phoebe going at his side, sobbing with red eyes looks like from a crying session.
Phoebe tells him that every bad doings they’ve made was paid off in a crisis for she discovered she was pregnant and in fact he proved it to him by giving a pregnancy test Henry hands.
All they have to do is cry but not like anybody else who committed suicide and they let the baby aborted like suiciding also with their own decisions mistaken by themselves which made them suffer from their guiltiness . Though their decisions were kind of stupid but what they think was life was a matter of choices not chances but rather real choices matters on how strong you will defend a decision no matter how hard it is. Regretting really means in the end not on the the things you’ve done from the start.
